Covenant Baptist Church, San Antonio
January 18, 2015
Kyndall Rae Rothaus
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An extension of Jonah’s prayer:
It’s me again, and this time it’s a belly prayer. I know I have a lot of heady prayers—the kind where I try to think things through and find new insight. Then there’s the face prayers—these have always been popular among those who pray. It’s the kind of prayer where I put on a pious face. I think righteous thoughts and ask for admirable requests, sorta in hopes God will notice this deep spirituality I have that exceeds those around me, but mostly I pray face prayers to convince myself that I am okay—just look how pure my words! I sometimes have finger prayers—where I’m trying very hard to get a grasp onto something and find what it is in this life I can hold onto. And then there are knees prayers where I am bent down, beggin’.
But today is a belly prayer. This is as raw as it gets, when one prays from the gut. Here the real me is revealed: warts, mistakes, fears, and all. I feel stripped of all else and so I bring my empty hands and my naked heart. It’s all I’ve got, and I hope you’ll take me. I know you’ll take me, which is why I pray. Read more →